butter toasted bread, ham, easy over egg, tomato basil cheese spread

canned pears

2 shots coconut rum

1/4 cup coldpress cofee

1/4 cup skim milk

freshly squeezed mint juice

This is the perfect combination of Latino, Islander, Asian, Modern, Fusion, Chilled out, Beverly Hills Citizen. A latte with alcohol with a fresh sprig of spring. Lazy and Chilled out go hand in hand. When you visit Ralphs, you see very slow-moving, laid back ex-hippies cruising the aisles. This drink is that.

How can such behaviors cease to exist in a community of mankind? The basic root of most problems in the large community is the desire of greed. It leads one to gain much and excel over others to be rewarded with a comfortable lifestyle in the community, or what the community considers as “comfortable.” To separate men is to plant a seed of greed or evil in their mind. If there is no opportunity to take advantage of success at the behest of others, one cannot devise an evil path to the ultimate level of comfort. The concept of money or bartering must be completely eliminated. Men must work, labor, toil and sweat not out of greed for money to survive or continue their lifestyle. Men must work to not only survive, but to willingly help others survive. Men must help each other live out of the kindness of their souls. This form of “goodness” is not easily understood by those who have been raised and nurtured by parents who have been raised and nurtured themselves to survive by any means that includes greed. Goodness cannot be planted in a large community. Goodness must be understood by people who realize why the large community system fails. By gaining knowledge, one can become more intelligent and understand a different and/or better way of human life.

Large communities may eventually lead to their own destruction. A small problem can wreak havoc across the globe. The recent debt situation in Greece caused alarm throughout markets of the world. A problem 50 times larger than this may bring the decline in the large community systems of the globe. The rate at which the human population of  a large community grows is slower than the rate of the growth of the economy. Therefore, the economy will continue to inflate before it bursts. This will lead to the number one problem of the large community: the loss of jobs. If the unemployment rate exceeds a certain percentage, let’s say 50 percent of the working force, this will cause grief and stir people to do things that are driven by evil. The community will face riot and disarray. Several large groups of unhappy people will be creating havoc in the community. The government of the community will be shorthanded and unable to control its citizens. Technology, nuclear/biochemical/traditional, will destroy and flatten the community to gain order. At this point, the strongest standing community will take charge and form a new governing system.

The small community will not be driven by greed or evil. Technology will play a minimal role in its survival. Without gas from refineries to fuel armored tanks, it is certain that only self-sustenance skills will come to the top in this community. Defense of the community will be in its most primitive form, bow/arrow, gun, sharp edge. The community will remain harmonious if it does not attack other communities out of greed for land or property.  Members of this community will have their own specific task or labor, which they will carry out for the survival of the community as a whole for no compensation. The small and traditional community, which has lasted the sands of time, will triumph over any empire of advantage.

Traveled to the Danish town of Solvang. Had pinetree tasting beer Firestone Pale Ale. And the arctic north circle is infused in the vodka Aalborg Akvavit. Savor the vodka. Don’t chug it down. Alcohol was created to be enjoyed. Getting drunk on cheap beer is terrible. Flavor is everything.

Traffic on 405 North/Southbound from Long Beach to the Valley due to daily migration of UCLA students during fall/winter/spring session.

Traffic on 15 North on Tuesday night due to weekday gamblers that play Vegas before the weekend crowd.

Traffic on 15 North on Thursday night due to weekend tourists.

Traffic on 10 East/West during rush hour due to anti-central migration of any color collar worker commute.

been undergoing a lot of stress lately. this stress is pilled up at work. and just a little stress from my personal life makes everything spill over. so, if it is your birthday and you are close to me and i dont remember, its that the shreds of my life is more important to me rather than your egotistical being. it really is torture from the outside point of view. i go through my stress list over and over again. stress doesnt feel like anything. but rather it is my reaction towards something. stress is like an odorless, tasteless, invisible poison. there is no weight or burden that has a physical feeling. there is no mental weight. but there is an outcome. i really hate selfish people. when i am stressed and a selfish person acts selfish, i can pretty much think of every logical argument to crush their selfish act. i feel like i don’t care about anyone anymore. i feel cold and apathetic to the worries and blessings of others. i really don’t care. i don’t want to know how mundane and repetitive your pathetic little life is on your facebook status updates. i really could care less if you go to work everyday and do the same work. i don’t want to hear about it on fb. which is why i have blocked notifications of 90% of people. if i haven’t facebook interacted with you its probably because i blocked your updates or i don’t care. i need some  alone time in the woods. perhaps with someone who is not selfish. unlike most men who “like” me. i would rather be in the company of my male dog. male dog is sweet. he is not selfish. he has no agenda. he is simple. men are complicated. annoying. selfish. self-centered. assholes. dumb. narrowminded. if you are a man and i still talk to you. congradulations. you are 0 or 1-50% closer to not being talked to. so i really want to go to lake mead on wednesday and just go fishing. rough it. get away from my stressful boss. or find a calm boss. and during that time, permanently go fishing.

After that, we went to see Prince of Persia at The Grove. It was ok.

We hit up the Farmer’s Market. Ate an omelet.

At home, made dinner for Xiao. Afterwards, I saw Wonder Boys. I forgot why I decided to watch it. I turned it on and I  saw CMU in the background. Then I remembered why. The entire movie was a silly waste of time trying to captivate the audience with its conceptual ungenius. I thoroughly enjoyed viewing CMU. Apparently it is designed after a ship.

Which reminds me of how fast the last 4 years have gone by in retrospect. It is sad that I was unable to soak in the beauty of Pittsburgh during the entire 4 years. Too many inhibitions in my path. There is a little bit of regret.

Now,  if I miss some things in my life, will I be sad?

Of course not.